diff --git a/lib/utils/mailer.js b/lib/utils/mailer.js
index 55ffc73..3c5d3c6 100644
--- a/lib/utils/mailer.js
+++ b/lib/utils/mailer.js
@@ -1,9 +1,13 @@
 var Promise     = require( 'bluebird' )
   , config      = require( 'config' )
-  , sendgrid    = require( 'sendgrid' )( config.sendgrid.apiUser, config.sendgrid.apiKey );
+  , sendgrid;
 
-module.exports  = { 
+module.exports  = {
     send: function( payload ) {
+        if ( !sendgrid ) {
+            sendgrid = require( 'sendgrid' )( config.sendgrid.apiUser, config.sendgrid.apiKey );
+        }
+        
         return new Promise( function( resolve, reject ) {
             sendgrid.send( payload, function( err, res ) {
                 if ( !err ) {